I'm in a remarkably good mood today.

I feel so incredibly beautiful right now. 

It's weird. I haven't really felt beautiful before. I've just felt sort of... Average, you know? 

It's not like people really think i'm pretty anyway, or at least, they don't feel the need to tell me. I'm just a boringly unattractive girl to most. The only thing people find interesting about me is that I can draw semi-good, but after a couple minutes, that becomes uninteresting and they move on. I've grown quite accustomed to being overlooked and I try to say that i'm fine with it, but really...? I often go on with this lonely, achy feeling. The feeling of unimportance, of insignificance.

Today, I was feeling pretty good. Not like, the best ever, but still good all the same. I get home from school  and I find a text on my phone.  

"Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" 

Wait... What? Somone thinks that I'm beautiful? Not just SOMEONE, but the boy who I think is probably the most attractive person I have ever met, and I don't only mean physically. He thinks i'm beautiful? He loves me? 

Boring, ordinary, unattractive, me is loved? 

Just reading that... I can now see something different in me. I can feel like i'm important to someone, like i'm beautiful, extraordinary. I can see the good qualities in myself that make me unique. I can walk with a new confidence because I AM beautiful.  

I am beautiful, unique, special, lovely. 

And right now...? Nobody could convince me otherwise.

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